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Freak Out List


I anticipated being freaked out in America and started a list a while back of things that I thought would do it, but I am surprised at how many of the things that are getting to me are really small. It’s more societal, systemic. Speed. Seriousness. Work. Cleanliness.

It’s going to be a mentally complicated trip for me. I am trying to take it in stride and stay focused, but it’s pretty intense. Things freaking me out so far:

  • People
  • Talking
  • Schedules
  • Unimportant Words
  • Appearances over Content
  • Media
  • Massive Amounts of Disposable Stuff
  • Quality Disposable Stuff
  • Worries about American Politics/Economy
  • My Head Feeling Full After A Two Hour Conversation with An American
  • Understanding Everyone’s Conversations
  • Americans Talking Really Fast
  • International Airports Wanting Me To Pay for Wireless
  • Wanting to Speak Mongolian a Lot
  • Beautiful Bathrooms
  • Pizza Hut Pizza
  • So Many White People
  • So Many People Made Up All Pretty
  • People Too Busy To Smile Back
  • People Not Enjoying Work
  • Free Toilet Paper
  • Sinks with Soap and Paper Towels
  • Punctuality
  • Shrimp and Fruit Smoothies at Pizza Hut (Ate Here Twice)
  • Americans Only Knowing How To Speak English
  • Americans Doing The Same Disrespectful Ignorant Stuff People Have Done To Me Like Silly Sign Language and Talking Louder Instead of Slower, Sigh, I Will Never Do That
  • Obesity
  • How Important Smiles Are
  • Getting Tired of Talking
  • Getting Tired of Listening
  • How Much I Enjoy Silence
  • Starbucks Still Being Way Expensive
  • People Sitting Alone
  • Serious Employees
  • A Life Is Good Store
  • Little Privacy
  • Lots of People
  • Catchy Business Logos and Phrases
  • Blonde Haired People
  • Listening to “A Long Way Home”
  • The Fact That It’s Only Been 24 Hours
  • “Yanaa” (Wow in Mongolian)